I believe if I told this a therapist, I'd be diagnosed with something that has "overattachment" or "dependency" in its name, maybe "personality disorder". I'd be accused of being submissive and irrational by pretty much everyone.
I think it's deeply romantic and beautiful.
(Sorry for the bitterness I can't help it.)
@under_the_carpet – Is that what therapists are like? I suppose they tend to deal with obsessive personalities but it seems vastly divorced from reality.
I actually find it too sparse. Yet there's something which seems to hold me and pull me back to it in interest every time I read it. It interests me.
bad experience and reading about bad stuff I suppose...I think some are, even though I *actually* think most of them just want to help and are humans too. I think people tend to analyze and put each others behaviour and feelings down too much anyway (small things, for example I liked a guy who had blonde hair and whose first name was tha same as my dad's, and everyone thought I hve "daddy issues" and if that could be "real". apart from these two things they actually appear about as different as two people can be) and somehow I find that dehumanizes me. I think I always have the picture of my therapist writiting down something about me at everything I said when I was a kid, and not telling me, and then history repeating itself when my gp refused to show me my records because I am too crazy to handle them. I think depending on the sitaution you are in, every human trait and word you say can be used against you. I do think psychological diagnosis are used to 'politically opress' people. Not in a huge conspiracy kind of way, but by one individual to opress another (e.g. by a therapist or md who doesn't like their patient and their opinions)
I first thought "eh, that's...short!" but then I thought what I just said, and I think I like things more when I feel like they are "forbidden"
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I believe if I told this a therapist, I'd be diagnosed with something that has "overattachment" or "dependency" in its name, maybe "personality disorder". I'd be accused of being submissive and irrational by pretty much everyone.
I think it's deeply romantic and beautiful.
(Sorry for the bitterness I can't help it.)
@under_the_carpet – Is that what therapists are like? I suppose they tend to deal with obsessive personalities but it seems vastly divorced from reality.
I actually find it too sparse. Yet there's something which seems to hold me and pull me back to it in interest every time I read it. It interests me.
bad experience and reading about bad stuff I suppose...I think some are, even though I *actually* think most of them just want to help and are humans too. I think people tend to analyze and put each others behaviour and feelings down too much anyway (small things, for example I liked a guy who had blonde hair and whose first name was tha same as my dad's, and everyone thought I hve "daddy issues" and if that could be "real". apart from these two things they actually appear about as different as two people can be) and somehow I find that dehumanizes me. I think I always have the picture of my therapist writiting down something about me at everything I said when I was a kid, and not telling me, and then history repeating itself when my gp refused to show me my records because I am too crazy to handle them. I think depending on the sitaution you are in, every human trait and word you say can be used against you. I do think psychological diagnosis are used to 'politically opress' people. Not in a huge conspiracy kind of way, but by one individual to opress another (e.g. by a therapist or md who doesn't like their patient and their opinions)
I first thought "eh, that's...short!" but then I thought what I just said, and I think I like things more when I feel like they are "forbidden"
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