June 10, 2010
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I don't know where it came from or how I developed such a dependence on it, but, as some of you may have caught on to by now, I have an obsession (of sorts) with movements, causes, and ideals.
While I don't like the notion of having something I need to follow in order for personal happiness that I can't rightly explain why I need it in my life, it's not the worst obsession to have.
But I see now that I probably will have to incorporate it more deeply into my life.
Whoever I may happen to fall into with in the future (heh, if such things will happen in the future), I think I'm going to need someone devoted to some sort of cause, a high sense of dedicated ideals - more so than I ever expected from anyone in the past.
I want someone with a deep desire for more than what they're given. Admittedly, like I do. I need a dreamer. I want someone to swap philosophies with, to get passionate about civil rights issues for hours at a time, who I can tease and joke about ideals with, because I know they have said ideals.
I want someone who believes deeply in something so much greater than themselves, who I can share such appreciation for said systems and beliefs and causes and cultures and movements in them.
Comments (3)
I get what your saying and i hope you find your dreamer.
@DreamswithoutEmotion - haha, that makes two of us. Thank you, though.
You are right. I don't mean to say my brokenness doesn't contribute to who I am, just that it doesn't define me.
<3
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