October 27, 2008

  • Well, it's been a good morning so far - on top of getting no sleep, I didn't finish one of my papers, so that's added to tonight's hw, and I got a 65% on my Chem. test. I said it'd probably be worse than I expected. Great. I have a strong feeling my scholarship will be going down after this year.

    I used to tell myself something - whenever there was this big test or some obstacle to jump, I'd remind myself I've been in this situation a million times before - doubt, fear, worry, whatever. Yet we make it every time. We always make it, for years on end. So you've gotta make it this time too, right? Well, obviously that thought process has worked so far. Of course, you could then argue that all you do is survive, not really enjoy life, but I need positivity at the moment. I've got a lot to do today.

    edit: you can add sleeping through my Theatre class despite the alarm I set to my already worsening day. There goes band rehearsal and anything else I was going to attend.