September 14, 2008

  • Why is I usually seem to result to here when I'm miserable? No, not miserable. Neautral right now, and that's rarely any better, it seems.

    The last elation I felt today was hanging up on my dad before he was done talking to me and that was too strong a mix of sorrow for pure enjoyment. I just don't care anymore; about anything, really.

    So pointless, everything. I honestly have forgotten how to sustain happiness. And I'm beginning to think it impossible. Misery is the norm with the occasional spurt of joy. How fucking depressing.

    I should be working on hw. Going to bed.

    Btw, who can tell the point of this advertisement?
    _
    Yeah, I can't either.

     

    All the years, we were real close
    Now I see his fears through her tears - know she wishing we were still close
    Don't cry, it is to be
    In time, I take away your miseries away and make them mine
    -Jay-Z

    I really need to write an album review of Reasonable Doubt. That album's just amazing.